Knowledge

I have always been told that knowledge is power.  Power? Hmmm for me knowledge is different things at different times.
Knowledge murders my fantasies and most of my beliefs. Knowledge leaves me with a full slate that knows it will be erased again when the next round of murderous information violently snatches me from my peaceful mind trail walks.
Other times knowledge is like that gift I receive from someone at Christmas who wanted to be nice but doesn't know me well enough to choose to my liking.  So The knowledge sits there and I stare at it wondering where it will go or if I should give it to someone else or perhaps box it up in the closet in case I figure out a use for it someday.  Someday I might need it right?  Probably not because it is likely that the gift is a color I dislike or maybe it is a country decor and I am Morrocan inspired.
Sometimes it is the long awaited for lover that passionately twirls me around in an energetic dance then pushes me down and forces me to orgasm on  command.

lol I find this info quite healing

With Appetite for Destruction turning 25 tomorrow, Fuse spoke with legendary shredder Slash about Guns N' Roses' hard rock masterpiece and learned some… interesting things about the song "Paradise City."
"'Take me down to the Paradise City where the girls are fat and they got big titties,' I think that was my original lyric for it and the other guys changed it," Slash tells us, a smile creeping out from under his ever-present top hat, shades and curly locks. "We all thought it was funny but it wasn't going to make it on the album. I think that's how it went."

Great Lyrics and Message...

Oh Taylor It's Ok because We have All Been There

Yes we have all been there but I thought at some point that we are supposed to grow out of it ;) you know possibly see it coming and actually choose not to go there. Unlike some of us who have to learn the same darn lesson over and over, nope I am not talking about myself at all :D
The real trouble is not the actual person we allow into our lives but rather the expectations we have about the person.  When they don't live up to our expectations it is a hard fall from our fantasy world to reality!
 However, it sure would have been nice to make a few millions off of my heartache and tears ;)
 I find this song and video very healing because I have been through this before so...

Check out this group

Was contacted by this group on youtube and wow I actually enjoy them a lot and want to share!

 http://youtu.be/dxv6yJSQpCU

Divine female (the becoming)

I  want to talk about the world in which men can never enter into or never fully understand despite how great their intentions are.
The world of the female who is in tune with her spirit can never fully be penetrated by the male mind.  The wisdom of a woman's mind and heart and why we make the choices we make will always remain a mystery and that is how it has to be for us to be beneficial to our surroundings.
I love how this movie portrays just that when Arwen breaks away and defies her well intentioned male logic (represented by her father).