Thursday, August 7, 2014
That Feeling
That feeling that comes over me when I realize just how twisted and confused my mind has been about certain things!
When my mind is twisted and distorted my behaviors are obviously going to show it.
Tell me how I have been able to open up in the past to share my body sexually with someone when I was not even able to do natural human activities around them comfortably?
If I am not able to poop with you in the house or pass gas or burp when I need to why would I think it is ok to have sex with you?
Sex is the same as any of these other things that we simply need to do is it not? Sex is simply a need that the body has, a natural function.
It is society's stupidity that has twisted it into something more, something dirty or something to be obsessed about.
From now on I am only going to open up sexually to someone with whom I am able to be completely human with.
If I can't burp around you, if I can't bleed once a month comfortably around you then I sure as heck don't need to be sticking my tongue in your mouth.
Oh and this one is huge...if I can't sleep when you are around me ir in my environment lol then there is absolutely no sane reason for me to be messing with you.
These hang ups are my problems and I am taking responsibility for them as of today.
It's all or nothing darlin :)
When my mind is twisted and distorted my behaviors are obviously going to show it.
Tell me how I have been able to open up in the past to share my body sexually with someone when I was not even able to do natural human activities around them comfortably?
If I am not able to poop with you in the house or pass gas or burp when I need to why would I think it is ok to have sex with you?
Sex is the same as any of these other things that we simply need to do is it not? Sex is simply a need that the body has, a natural function.
It is society's stupidity that has twisted it into something more, something dirty or something to be obsessed about.
From now on I am only going to open up sexually to someone with whom I am able to be completely human with.
If I can't burp around you, if I can't bleed once a month comfortably around you then I sure as heck don't need to be sticking my tongue in your mouth.
Oh and this one is huge...if I can't sleep when you are around me ir in my environment lol then there is absolutely no sane reason for me to be messing with you.
These hang ups are my problems and I am taking responsibility for them as of today.
It's all or nothing darlin :)
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Monday, July 28, 2014
This Is It
How is it possible to narrow all the choices down to one favorite movie scene when there are so many to choose from?
I have done it though. This is definitely my all time favorite movie scene.
Control
Whenever too many things are happening in my life that are out of my control (which is quite often) I take my control back if possible.
How?
Rather than focusing on what is out of my control I choose things that I have complete say so over and put my attention only on them.
For example, I have a lot going on right now so tonight I completely rearranged my closet and organized my bedroom a bit.
3 glorious hours of only being focused on this activity gave my mind a much needed break from my troubles.
How?
Rather than focusing on what is out of my control I choose things that I have complete say so over and put my attention only on them.
For example, I have a lot going on right now so tonight I completely rearranged my closet and organized my bedroom a bit.
3 glorious hours of only being focused on this activity gave my mind a much needed break from my troubles.
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